How could I have ‘gotten over’ so much pain and hardship? Am I just apathetic or numbed out from it all? Or maybe… I’m winning. Maybe this is what winning really looks like. Perhaps the nagging sorrow that hangs around for so long after a relationship ends, a tragedy occurs or I just plain fucked up somehow is still here because I didn’t lose ‘properly‘.

The beauty of true dichotomy blooms from the fertilizer of emotional response to pain and pleasure.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XJ_kOi-lHFI

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